As for the Creator, the only thing which He can additionally bestow on you, as a control measure, is a goose feather pillow. However, not before ensuring you of being allowed only two such pillows. Either you avail yourself of the former and don’t fail, or – having used the former and failed for the nonce, you go once more to the Creator to offer you the latter. What does this chance consist in? You take the pillow, go home, grab a knife, cut it and, on a very strong wind, you shake it out. Thereupon, you go back to the Creator and recount Him that the wind took all your feathers off in all directions, that all of them flew away to the last one. The Creator will oblige you to collect all the feathers that flew away. Of course, you will say that, if the wind took them along, you can no longer collect them, as you don’t even know where it took them. Well, then the Creator will offer you the second chance, gifting you with the second pillow, yet provided that you don’t do as you did with the first, that is, turn your life into an utter fiasco, as it happened with the pillow and the feathers. And in like manner He will teach you, bearing in mind this example, that life is not a gossip, but it is perfect coordination, with you falling into the orbit of Creation, merging therewith by means of your own orbit. That is how the character and the qualities are created.
You shall not cut a pillow offered by Creator, to air it; but you wash yourself, turning your impurity into aroma, so you don’t need to air.
The simulator in itself is not grey. It is perfect. It is grey only for those who lost their qualities and, respectively, colours. It definitely turns grey for them; it shouldn’t be grey for you. Here you have a wrong idea about colours, forasmuch as your vision is slightly incorrect. I am sure that, if you make efforts, you can see the colours. If you are constantly disappointed, you won’t see any colour anymore, because you lose your self-confidence. With the loss of your self-confidence, you lose the confidence in everything around you. By losing the confidence in everything around you, you go blind and don’t see even the Creator, it is your own ego that blinds you. Ego means your own impotency. Don’t let yourself be a hostage of your weaknesses! You can do so, but why would you no longer want to see the colours, and admire instead how many shades of grey there are, discovering them? Isn’t it easier to be developed than to be always lazy? Isn’t it easier to have values and rejoice in them, than to rejoice in non-values, considering them values?
Why would you want to create graven images, when you have your face and face of the ones you love? Isn’t it easier to perspire while creating – but your perspiration will always be pleasant, than to sit, do nothing, be passive and surround yourself with an odour of decay? Isn’t it easier to smile and rejoice than to cry?
In this train of thought, you – being under development, should thank the Creator for not giving you the possibility to create examples forasmuch as, had He done that, you – being still underdeveloped, in process of development, would have created monsters. These monsters would be new, created by you, but you would have still been in involution, not being evolved. In this case, are you sure that you would have still been alive, or would you have crossed another threshold of disappointment and self-deception? Thank and pray for not having the possibility to create monsters!